so. my heart confuses me. i really wish i knew how i felt. whether i like him. or him. or whether what i told him is true. whether what i told blonde friend, and ginger friend, is true. i'm just sort of floating atm. floating in not knowing. floating in not feeling.
also. my brain confuses me. WHY DIDN'T IT GO BLANK IN THE RE EXAM? OR EVEN OF MICE AND MEN? NO THE FUCKING STATS MOCK. i can't believe i completely blanked. i totes failed. @@
aswell. my friends confuse me. except they don't really. well, not atm. but i'm sure, soon enough, everything will go to shit again. and i'll be the shoulder to cry on. not that i care. i kinda like it really.
life is good atm. even if all we can be is friends, i prefer that a hell of a lot to being nothing. i kinda like this feeling of nothing. it's weird. and totally, utterly, exhilirating. for some bizarre reason. :D xx