so, naturally by selena gomez basically sums up how i feel atm. well, how i feel about him.
and i'm pretty in love with the this providence album (who are you now?), espesh sand in your shoes. speaking of that, somebody to talk to by this providence sums up how i feel atm as well.
so, yeah. my life atm is a wreck. and idk why. i've been in one of those really depressing moods for like, a while now. but, i think i've figured my heart out. but i don't like what it's telling me. because basically it's telling me that i really, really, like Him. and, i don't want to. because... there's just too many complications. but, if i really like Him... FFS.
douche-friend, as i have christened her, is still being a bitch. i mean, she really needs to get over herself. 'oh, he didn't answer my text', 'oh, i'm depressed because i miss him'. but, now, i understand what she was getting at with the whole 'when i'm with boyfriend, my problems go away', because whenever i talk to Him, i can't stop smiling like an idiot, and i don't care about anything else, i just don't think when i talk to him, and it gives me the break from everything i need.
oh, and imma fail my exams. miserably. mainly because i can't sit still long enough to revise. and because i've got too much on my mind. and my head has started hurting again, like, mega-ly, so i'm probs gonna have to go to the hospital again. UGH. JFC.
- Music:sand in your shoes - this providence