Have you ever had one of those moments where you just feel everyone would be so much better off if you weren't around?
Recently, I've been thinking that more and more often.
I have a damn good life. My parents love me, i never go hungry and there's a roof over my head. My sister cares about me and although we have our moments, we get through everything.
I go to a good school and i quite clever. I'm popular and i have loads of friends.
There's always a but.
But i'm being buried under the pressure of living up to my sisters name. My friends can't respect who i am and can't understand that i don't want to be the same as everyone else and that i want to be individual. They can't understand my choices or understand that i don't want to share everything. My parents are always shouting and yelling over the tiniest of things.
I feel like i'm being crushed and i can't say or do anything to stop it.